*WEIGHT RESTORED * Crushing Ana *
I will be posting my intakes, ups, and downs. <3 Glad to share my journey with anyone who follows :) I am here for any questions, and i will be open and honest to anything so don't be afraid!
- months ago my parents said to me
“We aren’t smoking anymore. We did that for you guys. So please. Since we don’t can you please eat again. For us”
I had a big fight with my parents. Not speaking to either of them.
My dad smoked a cigar. I’m furious. I feel like I have died on the inside. It makes me so upset and harmful.
I feel like if he if able to make the choice to harm his body than why does it matter for me?
I did this for them. Now they do that to themselves. No. I hate this. My mum was all tipsy too. Why.
NO I AM THE SAME!!
Okay. I’m gonna shock everyone.
Pre-ed… I hated BANANAS and KIWIS and PRUNES and lettuce and salad and HUMMUS and some red pasta sauces …
"But Mary… You have those everyday…"
Plus now I HATE HATE HATE maple syrup and eggs and Nutella (I know. I know.) and nuts and cheese and pesto!
Thank you for this! It does make me feel better and I do know that it’s pretty normal! My brother does the same haha
Mines a bit more “disordered” because my minds always thinking “what’s less calories and fat” which is super stressful because I just wanna choose something nice and enjoy it not have to have these voices annoying meeeee
Honestly I don’t know! It just did! I will never know but I’m not prepared to find out and eat it again
So like, HOW ARE YOU SO KIND AND LOVELY!
I got sick… Three times 🙈